Saturday, June 13, 2009

QUILT OF HOLES on SPIRITUAL SUNDAY

As I faced my Maker at
the last judgment, I knelt
before the Lord along with
all the other souls.

Before each of us laid our
lives like the squares of a
quilt in many piles: an angel
sat before each of us
sewing our quilt squares
together into a tapestry
that is our life.

But as my angel took each
piece of cloth off the pile, I
noticed how ragged and
empty each of my squares
were. They were filled with
giant holes. Each square
was labeled with a part of
my life that had been
difficult, the challenges and
temptations I was faced
with in every day life. I saw
hardships that I endured,
which were the largest
holes of all.

I glanced around me.
Nobody else had such
squares. Other than a tiny
hole here and there, the
other tapestries were filled
with rich color and the
bright hues of worldly
fortune. I gazed upon my
own life and was
disheartened.

My angel was sewing the
ragged pieces of cloth
together, threadbare and
empty, like binding air...
Finally the time came when
each life was to be
displayed, held up to the
light, the scrutiny of truth.

The others rose; each in
turn, holding up
their tapestries. So filled
their lives had been. My
angel looked upon me, and
nodded for me to rise.

My gaze dropped to the
ground in shame. I hadn't
had all the earthly fortunes.

I had love in my life, and
laughter. But there had
also been trials of illness,
and wealth, and false
accusations that took from
me my world, as I knew it. I
had to start over many
times. I often struggled with
the temptation to quit, only
to somehow muster the
strength to pick up and
begin again. I spent many
nights on my knees in
prayer, asking for help and
guidance in my life. I had
often been held up to
ridicule, which I endured
painfully, each time
offering it up to the Father
in hopes that I would not
melt within my skin
beneath the judgmental
gaze of those who unfairly
judged me.

And now, I had to face the
truth. My life was what it
was, and I had to accept it
for what it was.

I rose and slowly lifted the
combined squares of my
life to the light. An awe-
filled gasp filled the air. I
gazed around at the others
who stared at me with wide
eyes.

Then, I looked upon the
tapestry before me. Light
flooded the many holes,
creating an image, the face
of Christ. Then our Lord
stood before me, with
warmth and love in His
eyes. He said, 'Every time
you gave over your life to
Me, it became My life, My
hardships, and My
struggles.

Each point of light in your
life is when you stepped
aside and let Me shine
through, until there was
more of Me than there was
of you.'

May all our quilts be
threadbare and worn,
allowing Christ to shine
through!
(From an email I received a few weeks ago - author unknown.)
Thank you to Charlotte and Ginger for bringing us Spiritual Sundays.

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wow, Jean. This is just beautiful. It certainly brought tears to my eyes.
I fixed the linky thing on Spiritual Sundays.
Blessings,
Charlotte

Sandi@ Rose Chintz Cottage said...

A beautiful and touching post, Jean! Thank you for sharing. And have a wonderful and restful Spiritual Sunday.

Blessings,
Sandi

Saleslady371 said...

And isn't that what we all want our legacy to be...our lives reflecting Christ? Thanks dear one, for your encouragement today!

Musings of A Minister said...

Excellent and inspiring....I have read back over your last few posts. You have been busy with wonderful experiences. Thank you for sharing them with us.

Loren said...

What a beautiful post!

May we all remember to decrease while HE increases in us everyday!

Blessings!

Jillian's Bella Rosa Antiques said...

Awesome! Let the light shine through!

Ginger~~Enchanting Cottage said...

This gave me the chills~~~ I agree with Charlette it is just beautiful!!
God Bless,
Ginger

Mevely317 said...

I've tears in my eyes reading ~ then re-reading, absorbing these words. Thank you for allowing us to share in the Light.

Warm wishes,
Myra

SmilingSally said...

To reflect Christ should be my goal.

Lisa said...

What a beautiful post! Thank you for sharing.

kymber said...

So beautiful Jean!

Thank you so much for sharing - do you mind if I use this? I am a quilter and it is something that I would love to remember and keep. A beautiful reminder of God's continued work on my life - a "Work in Progress"
May my life be a reflection of Gods work in me - more of Him - less of me!

Blessings on your day today,
Kymber

Valerie said...

Jean that was just simply beautiful. Thanks so much for such a wonderful poem.